Conan Gray - Memories

One, twoIt's been a couple monthsThat's just about enough timeFor me to stop crying when I look at all the picturesNow I kinda smile, I haven't felt that in a whileIt's late, I hear the doorBell ringing, and it's pouringI open up that door, see your brown eyes at the entranceYou just wanna talk, and I can't turn away a wet dogBut please, don't ruin this for mePlease, don't make it harder than it already isI'm trying to get over thisI wish that you would stay in my memoriesBut you show up today just to ruin thingsI wanna put you in the past 'cause I'm traumatizedBut you're not letting me do that, 'cause tonightYou're all drunk in my kitchen, curled in the fetal positionToo busy playing the victim to be listening to me when I say"I wish that you would stay in my memories"In my memories, stay in my memoriesNow I can't say, "Goodbye"If you'll stay here the whole nightYou see, it's hard to find an end to something that you keep beginningOver, and over againI promise that the ending always stays the sameSo there's no good reason in make-believingThat we could ever exist againI can't be your friend, can't be your loverCan't be the reason we hold back each other from falling in loveWith somebody other than meI wish that you would stay in my memoriesBut you show up today just to ruin thingsI wanna put you in the past 'cause I'm traumatizedBut you're not letting me do that, 'cause tonightYou're all drunk in my kitchen, curled in the fetal positionToo busy playing the victim to be listening to me when I say"I wish that you would stay in my memories"In my memories, stay in my memoriesSince you cameI guess I'll let you stayFor as long as it takesTo grab your books and your coat and that one good cologneThat you bought when we were fighting'Cause it's still on my clothes, everything that I ownAnd it makes me feel like dyingI was barely just survivingI wish that you would stay in my memoriesBut you show up today just to ruin thingsI wanna put you in the past 'cause I'm traumatizedBut you're not letting me do that, 'cause tonightYou're all drunk in my kitchen, curled in the fetal positionToo busy playing the victim to be listening to me when I say"I wish that you would stay in my memories"In my memories, stay in my memories